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just a few lil thing added/changed ... now itz done ..

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OwnerJohnDoe
CoownersN/A
BoardInne
ProgramShi Painter Pro
Size700x1000
Added12:20, 16 May 2010
Modified16:52, 19 May 2010
Time summary8h 58m 22s
Version6/6
StatusFinished
(16:52, 19 May 2010)

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the unbearable guilt by JohnDoe
 v2 by JohnDoe
13:16, 16 May 2010
50m 8s
step 2
the unbearable guilt by JohnDoe
 v3 by JohnDoe
16:15, 16 May 2010
2h 49m 58s
step 3 -> diffuse (GI or env-,...»
the unbearable guilt by JohnDoe
 v4 by JohnDoe
17:59, 16 May 2010
55m 15s
step4 -> direct light + details &...»
the unbearable guilt by JohnDoe
 v5 by JohnDoe
20:57, 16 May 2010
2h 33m 27s
final step - direct light, FX, details...»
the unbearable guilt by JohnDoe
 v6 by JohnDoe
16:50, 19 May 2010
49m 32s
just a few lil thing added/changed ......»
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the unbearable guilt by JohnDoe

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the unbearable guilt by JohnDoe - 12:20, 16 May 2010

*I - I'm so ... sorry .. . I wasn't ... myself ... I .. I .. didn't .. .. meant ... to ...*

dedicated to someone important to me ..
4 I really messed up and feel the way I pictured...



(.. practicing .. depth .. 3dfx .. shading .. step by step xclusively for the ones that wanted ta see it .. (@roytje ;) )

Comments

Arshana

Arshana

wonderful idea! btw now i understand your nick, i was leading life of ignorance XD
#1 Arshana - 12:23, 16 May 2010
falk

falk

wow wow awesome lights!
#2 falk - 17:00, 16 May 2010
Blackie

Blackie

omfg
#3 Blackie - 17:59, 16 May 2010
xKimix

xKimix

practicing... if this is practicing, I don't even want to know how looks your serious works... anyway even at this state it looks awesome. want to see it done.
and like falk wrote, the light is simply amazing. I would kill for such a skill.
#4 xKimix - 20:46, 16 May 2010
pierwotniaczek14

pierwotniaczek14

it's amazing! wow
#5 pierwotniaczek14 - 21:09, 16 May 2010
konik

konik

o
m
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g
:0
it's just amazing!
#6 konik - 21:13, 16 May 2010
NateRiver

NateRiver

oh man I feel so small thanks to you! ;u;
#7 NateRiver - 22:02, 16 May 2010
Roytje

Roytje

I'm happy.

Thank you :)
#8 Roytje - 00:25, 17 May 2010
Nauzykaja

Nauzykaja

I'm sure it took you one hell of a work O_o
It was definitely worth it.
#9 Nauzykaja - 00:28, 17 May 2010
Crono8

Crono8

Holy shi-
Amazing.
#10 Crono8 - 23:19, 17 May 2010
NateRiver

NateRiver

you`re gorgeous sweet amazing baby!
#11 NateRiver - 19:07, 18 May 2010
e_dynia

e_dynia

omg... amazing :| O.O
#12 e_dynia - 18:01, 19 May 2010
ewoska

ewoska

that's the point xD
#13 ewoska - 19:06, 19 May 2010
nohime

nohime

Awasome skills.
#14 nohime - 20:01, 19 May 2010
Rose333

Rose333

wow, it looks so real! I just love how you used the lights <3
#15 Rose333 - 21:26, 19 May 2010
xuh

xuh

amazing work,
i feel sorry for the giant, poor thing...
#16 xuh - 22:54, 19 May 2010
EvilLady

EvilLady

good luck.
#17 EvilLady - 23:03, 19 May 2010
JohnDoe

JohnDoe

hey guys, thank u so much for ur comments ..
and the positive Feedback ..maybe I got something done right at least ..

Foremost I'm glad that it served some purpose and maybe helps some of u.

@nauzykaja; wasn't more work as usual.. I just put more importance to things I need to practice, to paint more clean, think about the piece more in advance to get the FX like I imagine - not relying on program/layer/specialFX
@Rose333; thanks .. nice to know that it worx for u
@Arshana; heh hm u got the whole idea that quick? ;) but ähm whats the understanding about my nick?!
@Nateriver; don't feel that way .. didn't really got the scnd one but thnx ^^
@xuh; nice that u feel 4 him .. He'd appreciate it ..
#18 JohnDoe - 11:34, 21 May 2010
Arshana

Arshana

Yes! I need just a few lines to understand, because I am sketchy myself haha. John Doe - the unknown person in English ;)
#19 Arshana - 00:09, 23 May 2010 - Last changed: 00:09, 23 May 2010
truskawka17

truskawka17

Omg this is Amazing!
#20 truskawka17 - 15:29, 23 May 2010
mishka

mishka

seriously, one of the best art on this website.
You are my idol and I hope that I will draw like you someday :)
#21 mishka - 17:55, 23 May 2010 - Last changed: 17:56, 23 May 2010
Marcianek

Marcianek

amazing work and touching idea! I fell so sorry for dead human here D:
#22 Marcianek - 00:32, 24 May 2010
pankrowka

pankrowka

i think u are 1 of the best cg artist here on oe. +fav
#23 pankrowka - 11:48, 24 May 2010
Agita

Agita

OMG, you rock. *_*
#24 Agita - 12:43, 24 May 2010
JohnDoe

JohnDoe

@mishka; thanx a bunch .. but woah,
thatz too much of a compliment 4 me ..
dunno what to say cause I'm too much a scholar than worth being an idol ..

@agita; haha thank u

@pankrowka; thank u so much for the honor

@Marcianek; thanx for telling me & good to know that the image git to u
#25 JohnDoe - 16:47, 24 May 2010 - Last changed: 16:51, 24 May 2010
Hino

Hino

You are ***** amazing. This is the best damn art i have ever seen
Fantastic tears and shadows :) ONLY MAGIC
#26 Hino - 18:20, 24 May 2010
sensei

sensei

never seen better oe!
#27 sensei - 01:49, 25 May 2010
goatz

goatz

this is amazing :D
#28 goatz - 07:39, 1 Jun 2010
JohnDoe

JohnDoe

Thank you mate,
but it didn't made me feel better .. :I
#29 JohnDoe - 10:31, 1 Jun 2010
goatz

goatz

daw D: i really suck at cheering people up.
now we all wish we have a camera to take photos of our imaginations, but we don't, there's only so much we can do.
keep working at it ;)
#30 goatz - 09:28, 7 Jun 2010
JohnDoe

JohnDoe

ah no, sry I kinda chose the wrong words..
I meant - even if it may be amazing- drawing out my mood into this image didn't helped me that much, in feeling better, as i wished't would..
was'nt meant to be about that 'Camera' ^^
#31 JohnDoe - 11:47, 7 Jun 2010
goatz

goatz

lol well i thought you meant that you weren't happy with your work. but i see what you mean, it's a more personal issue.
#32 goatz - 23:05, 18 Jun 2010
Bola

Bola

This work makes me want to cry. I really like these people and buildings ...
#33 Bola - 17:37, 13 Jul 2010
JohnDoe

JohnDoe

thank u very much for commenting.. like this. good to know that I got this effect through this pic ..
#34 JohnDoe - 11:49, 15 Jul 2010
Quiscalus

Quiscalus

Very beautiful and heartbreaking. :'( Wonderful attention to detail and atmosphere.
#35 Quiscalus - 02:19, 15 Aug 2010
JohnDoe

JohnDoe

thank u very much;
for taking a look and noticing ..
Nice ta know that I managed to picture this mood. :/
#36 JohnDoe - 12:57, 16 Aug 2010
Nutella121

Nutella121

OMG *_*.

Very well draw.
#37 Nutella121 - 17:25, 12 Sep 2010
JohnDoe

JohnDoe

thank u very much ^^
#38 JohnDoe - 15:48, 13 Sep 2010
Megan

Megan

Words can't describe how amazing this work is! And how much of a help the animation was to me. Thank you for drawing this. I know you had your own reasons probably, and it's beautiful, seeing how you converted your feelings into this piece. But even if it wasn't the case - thank you for creating such a beautiful, inspiring piece of art! It's really heart warming to see how brilliant the pictures one can make on a simple tool like oekaki can be!
It's simply stunning!
And I still can't get over with how awesome that other hand of his is! *_* Though I totally missed it till I actually watched the animation. xP

(Ugh. I'm sorry for my English. xD' It might not make too much sense, but I was trying to praise you, honestly. Genius work! *_*)
#39 Megan - 14:18, 19 Sep 2010
JohnDoe

JohnDoe

ohw thank u very much 4 ur detailed feedback and ur thoughts. And nice to know what u think bout the outcome of his right hand - I'm too pretty satisfied with its outcome :) And again, nice to know - from all of you - that I's able to get so much of the mood and feelings to u viewers through this piece of pixels!
(don't u worry about ur english I think I got whatcha wanted ta say ^^)
#40 JohnDoe - 15:28, 19 Sep 2010
Euphoria

Euphoria

Oh my god. This is the prettiest picture I've ever seen ... So sad ... OMG ... Respect simply. Beautifully executed. I'm your fan ;)
#41 Euphoria - 21:02, 9 Oct 2010
Euphoria

Euphoria

Beautiful drawing.
#42 Euphoria - 21:04, 9 Oct 2010
przyczaj

przyczaj

waaah, amazingamazingamazing!
#43 przyczaj - 20:04, 5 Jan 2011
JohnDoe

JohnDoe

^_^ thanks; glad u like it that much
#44 JohnDoe - 16:03, 7 Jan 2011
Roytje

Roytje

Still one of my favorites here.
#45 Roytje - 20:59, 15 May 2011
JohnDoe

JohnDoe

hey Roytje - thank you mate, nice of you to recomment like that :)
#46 JohnDoe - 16:23, 21 Jun 2011
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